“Storm Watch” by Kallie Falandays

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“Torii and Sea Wave” by Sekka Kamisaka, New York Public Library
 
She wears all black black night black
during the day and swears her legs
 
to move towards the crashing
waves and she becomes shipwrecked
 
for his body. She pictures her skin is bark
and she slices herself with shells to hear it howl.
 
She thinks he’s become the wave:
thinks he is seagull, dolphin song. She breaks
 
the seahorse open and turns
its gills into a choker. She eats its heart
 
and hears him calling. Thinks every fin
is a signal. Shark’s belly: he is near shore.
 
Washed up coral: he is never coming back.
After the evening, she candles her dress
 
and slinks herself down past the water. She wants
to taste him. To fish him back out. Puts her
 
left lung on a hook and tries to swing him back up.
Waits past morning, the bobbin wriggling like a dying
 
bird. She digs her heel deeper into the crushed ocean bottom
and looks to left to see the clouds darkening.

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Kallie Falandays is the author of Dovetail Down the House (Burnside Review 2016). You can read her work in PANK, Black Warrior Review, Salt Hill, and elsewhere. She runs Tell Tell Poetry.